Kyo-Muze

Sometimes I just get this spaced out feeling. My whole body shivers with pain and cold. why do I feel like this, how can I change, what can I do to feel more alive. Nothing... I will never feel alive because in way I am not, I am gone. Forever... the mind and soul of a careless young girl, so clueless and stupid. I'll never face that life again. cause I am already dead. a suicide of sorts. though I feel like its more of a murder. by whom exactly I will never know. nor will I understand why. but trust and security are the last thing on my mind right now. protection from them is always not a problem. they have built up their